I simply adore Delta Goodrem, I never heard this song by her till yesterday when I was scoping out some of her music on youtube. I will post the lyrics and song so you can hear. I think she is so gorgeous, I want to model my nose and jawline after her. Another great thing about her she doesn't need auto-tune she sounds just like her records if not better live. She is truly an underrated singer here in the states, I hope she conquers here in the US. She is an australia singer and songwriter.
Woman
I worked late but you don't wait up
My bones ache and i'm cleaning the place up
Sometimes i don't even know i care
I sit down take off my make-up
I lay down but you don't wake up
Sometimes i wonder if you know i'm there
I can't remember the last time you
Told me i'm beautiful, and i can't remember
Last time you said anything at all
I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough
Now i hope that you don't wake up
When it's too late to make up
You'll be the one that's alone and that's sad
In time you'll find somebody
The truth is she'll never be me
And that's when you're going to miss what we had
When all i really needed to hear was "you're beautiful"
All i really needed to hear was anything at all
I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough
I'm not your friend who only needs you sometimes
And if i'm your lady
You got to treat me like...
I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough
A woman needs your heart
A woman needs your all
A woman needs your everything
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
And i deserve your everything
I'm a woman
I'm a woman
I'm a woman
The song....
Sampling of her singing LIVE
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
How Could You - Original Work :)
How could you turn your back on me when I screamed your name so loud?
How could you let me fall away from you, did you get too proud?
How could you watch as I died a gruesome death and broke apart?
How could you walk away from me, or were you never really there to start?
How could you be so cruel to me when all I ever tried to do was fit in?
How could you be so hypocritical when I spoke my secrets from deep within?
How could you have said those things and pretended that they were true?
How could you have meant them all-I don't understand what you're trying to do.
How could you pull the floor from beneath me when I just learned to stand?
Please, could you just explain this to me, Because I don't understand..
How could you play this game of pretend and play the part of a friend?
How could you be so thoughtless, how could you want this all to end?
How could you look me in the eye and say the cruelest of words?
How could you say you listened to me when you never really heard?
How could you stick this knife in my chest, then twist it where you wanted it to go?
Please answer me all these questions, I really need to know
How could you have done things things and live with no regret?
How could you not remember what you said, how could you forget?
How could you say you'd do it, and then never really follow through
But really, I just have one question to ask ... I just want to know, How could you??
How could you let me fall away from you, did you get too proud?
How could you watch as I died a gruesome death and broke apart?
How could you walk away from me, or were you never really there to start?
How could you be so cruel to me when all I ever tried to do was fit in?
How could you be so hypocritical when I spoke my secrets from deep within?
How could you have said those things and pretended that they were true?
How could you have meant them all-I don't understand what you're trying to do.
How could you pull the floor from beneath me when I just learned to stand?
Please, could you just explain this to me, Because I don't understand..
How could you play this game of pretend and play the part of a friend?
How could you be so thoughtless, how could you want this all to end?
How could you look me in the eye and say the cruelest of words?
How could you say you listened to me when you never really heard?
How could you stick this knife in my chest, then twist it where you wanted it to go?
Please answer me all these questions, I really need to know
How could you have done things things and live with no regret?
How could you not remember what you said, how could you forget?
How could you say you'd do it, and then never really follow through
But really, I just have one question to ask ... I just want to know, How could you??
Strong Enough - Original Poetry....
The things I been through in life,
I have come to realize are apart of me,
like feathers to a bird,
or leaves to a tree.
One part cannot exist without the other
instead of breaking me down,
life's trials have built a strong tower
Strong enough to withstand,
the harshest winds from the coldest lungs
even the fire from those burning eyes.
I am not embarrassed in the least by what I've done
I have come to the conclusion I'm me
and I get better everyday!
I have come to realize are apart of me,
like feathers to a bird,
or leaves to a tree.
One part cannot exist without the other
instead of breaking me down,
life's trials have built a strong tower
Strong enough to withstand,
the harshest winds from the coldest lungs
even the fire from those burning eyes.
I am not embarrassed in the least by what I've done
I have come to the conclusion I'm me
and I get better everyday!
A Story About A Girl...original poem I wrote years ago :)
Once there was a couple, happy, who couldn't believe their luck.
Once they went out dancing, and a candled dinner date.
Once early in the morning she surrendered to her fate.
Once he said "I love you" and she had to love him too.
Once they had a future, happy when one and one made two.
Now they are both lonely, now they live alone.
Now he has a cold and empty (tidy) hollow home.
Now she has a fountain, tears where once there was a heart.
Now he has decided that they really have to part.
Now that he has nothing, he feels he is complete.
Now that she can't dance again, her heart weighs down her feet.
Now he thinks about her, all the memories locked away.
Now he tries so hard to forget the happy laughing days.
Is she thinking of him still?
Does she cry still, now and then?
Is she ever going to win back the man she loves again?
Is he glad it's over?
Can he get on with his life?
Is he really so very certain she would have been useless in his life?
Given all the laughter, fun and sunny times they had.
Given all the heartache, lies and times he made her mad.
Given all the tears now, the loneliness and pain.
Given all the risks, would she do it all again?
Can he really say that he won't want her back one day?
Can he really like his life now better in this way?
Can he forget her face, the mess, the giggles and the love?
Can he find someone else to love him more than she could love?
If she really loved him, he said she'd let him go.
If he understood her feelings then he would know that it's not so.
If he were less stubborn, if she could care much less.
If they had never spoken there wouldn't be this sorry mess.
But time has taken prisoners, their lives are now entwined.
But even if they never meet again, the past is not left behind.
But can she start all over?
Just forget him and move on?
But even if she can, will he be glad with what he's won?
Is that really what he wants, to never see her smiling face again?
Will it make him happy, will he live on without pain?
Will he be thinking of her, is he too proud to cry?
Will it wrench his heart in two if he sees her kiss another guy?
And can she forgive his faults, and accept him as he is.
She wants to have him back and say there's nothing to forgive.
He's told her that she's crazy, that he may never want her back.
She's told him that she loves him and though its a risk, she'll live with that.
She wants him to live with patience, to give him time to heal.
The past is not yet over and it's left a scar so real.
We don't choose who we can love, and love doesn't really die.
You can find it in your heart again, I love you, so please try
Once they went out dancing, and a candled dinner date.
Once early in the morning she surrendered to her fate.
Once he said "I love you" and she had to love him too.
Once they had a future, happy when one and one made two.
Now they are both lonely, now they live alone.
Now he has a cold and empty (tidy) hollow home.
Now she has a fountain, tears where once there was a heart.
Now he has decided that they really have to part.
Now that he has nothing, he feels he is complete.
Now that she can't dance again, her heart weighs down her feet.
Now he thinks about her, all the memories locked away.
Now he tries so hard to forget the happy laughing days.
Is she thinking of him still?
Does she cry still, now and then?
Is she ever going to win back the man she loves again?
Is he glad it's over?
Can he get on with his life?
Is he really so very certain she would have been useless in his life?
Given all the laughter, fun and sunny times they had.
Given all the heartache, lies and times he made her mad.
Given all the tears now, the loneliness and pain.
Given all the risks, would she do it all again?
Can he really say that he won't want her back one day?
Can he really like his life now better in this way?
Can he forget her face, the mess, the giggles and the love?
Can he find someone else to love him more than she could love?
If she really loved him, he said she'd let him go.
If he understood her feelings then he would know that it's not so.
If he were less stubborn, if she could care much less.
If they had never spoken there wouldn't be this sorry mess.
But time has taken prisoners, their lives are now entwined.
But even if they never meet again, the past is not left behind.
But can she start all over?
Just forget him and move on?
But even if she can, will he be glad with what he's won?
Is that really what he wants, to never see her smiling face again?
Will it make him happy, will he live on without pain?
Will he be thinking of her, is he too proud to cry?
Will it wrench his heart in two if he sees her kiss another guy?
And can she forgive his faults, and accept him as he is.
She wants to have him back and say there's nothing to forgive.
He's told her that she's crazy, that he may never want her back.
She's told him that she loves him and though its a risk, she'll live with that.
She wants him to live with patience, to give him time to heal.
The past is not yet over and it's left a scar so real.
We don't choose who we can love, and love doesn't really die.
You can find it in your heart again, I love you, so please try
BE BRAVE - Original Poetry - Dedicated to the LGBT Community
Are you swimming up stream
in oceans of blue
Do you feel like your sinking?
Are you sick of the rain
after all you've been through?
Well I know what you're thinking
When you can't take it
Just believe you can make it
Sometime soon I know you'll see
Cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
and When you're like a single flower
whose colors have turned to shades of gray
Please hang on and be brave
We're taking each step one day at a time
You can't loose your spirit
Let live and let live
Forget and forgive
It's all how you see it
And just remember keep it together
Don't you know you're never alone
Realize you're not defeated
And soon you'll be smiling once again
Then you won't have to feel it
You will let it go with the wind
Time passes us by
And know that you're allowed to cry
Cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colors
have turned to shades of gray
Just hang on and be brave
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Family Day & Christmas
So today my hubby and I are spending the day with his daughter and my step-daughter. We decided to go to her favorite place Magiquest! It's kind of funny to watch two grown adults playing, but hey what they hell we had fun! We played the quest game and we dueled. I was kicking everyone's butt in the duel till one of the guys showed my hubby how to play DAMN HIM!! lol
If you don't know what Magiquest is, it's very harry potteresque like. You get wands and have to collect different runes. It was my first time getting my own wand today so I had to catch up! My hubby and sweet baby girl both got Master Magi! I will get it next time. I got 9 of the runes in an hour, when they both only got 5 or 6 their first times. I got a pink wand (of course)! I will post pictures. We also got her a dragon - her favorite at the moment.
We ate lunch at the infamous Ed Debevics. It was her first time going. She loved it. Her father was so against it, but he actually liked it in the end. They do a cute dance and treat you rudely on purpose. Now she is addicted and wants to go all the time. We will see. We will spend the rest of the night playing board games. I love these times! Makes me feel so happy to look at my husband smiling and my beautiful step-daughter full of joy as a child is supposed to be.
Christmas we spent with my hubby's family. We went out to eat at a nice Italian restaurant and had the best conversation! Full of love and cheer, as well as understanding! His mom was so funny, my hubby tried tricking her that the bathroom was in this private party to embarass her. It didn't work lol! The next morning his mom made Eggstrada and french toast and we opened presents! It was the most fun. I hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas!
INCLUDED PICTURES FROM MAGIQUEST MY WAND IS THE PINK WAND, MY HUBBY'S IS THE BROWN ONE, THE STEP-DAUGHTERS IS THE SILVER AND THEN PICTURES OF OUR CHRISTMAS TREE AND DECORATIONS IN THE BEDROOM
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If you don't know what Magiquest is, it's very harry potteresque like. You get wands and have to collect different runes. It was my first time getting my own wand today so I had to catch up! My hubby and sweet baby girl both got Master Magi! I will get it next time. I got 9 of the runes in an hour, when they both only got 5 or 6 their first times. I got a pink wand (of course)! I will post pictures. We also got her a dragon - her favorite at the moment.
We ate lunch at the infamous Ed Debevics. It was her first time going. She loved it. Her father was so against it, but he actually liked it in the end. They do a cute dance and treat you rudely on purpose. Now she is addicted and wants to go all the time. We will see. We will spend the rest of the night playing board games. I love these times! Makes me feel so happy to look at my husband smiling and my beautiful step-daughter full of joy as a child is supposed to be.
Christmas we spent with my hubby's family. We went out to eat at a nice Italian restaurant and had the best conversation! Full of love and cheer, as well as understanding! His mom was so funny, my hubby tried tricking her that the bathroom was in this private party to embarass her. It didn't work lol! The next morning his mom made Eggstrada and french toast and we opened presents! It was the most fun. I hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas!
INCLUDED PICTURES FROM MAGIQUEST MY WAND IS THE PINK WAND, MY HUBBY'S IS THE BROWN ONE, THE STEP-DAUGHTERS IS THE SILVER AND THEN PICTURES OF OUR CHRISTMAS TREE AND DECORATIONS IN THE BEDROOM
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Friday, December 24, 2010
Merry Christmas!
I want to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas. To all my GLBT remember friends are just as much family. Family are the people who love you no matter what! Who will stand by you through all. Thats what family is! Blood doesn't matter!
Sweet Kisses,
Kelly
Sweet Kisses,
Kelly
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